I wana jump, scream & shout.


- - -

What should i say ?
Our first match , yes ,
we screwed it .
I didn't expect to win the game,
neither did i expect myself to perform that badly.
I was so lost during the match .
I know getting hit and stuff is
freaking normal in matches.
But my foot seemed to be always hurting.
Tolerating the pain,
i continued.
However, i wasn't in position.
Being the centre ,
i didn't get rebounds as soon as the opponents did.
I lose the ball like nobody's business
& my shootings were crap.
Argh , i don't wish to cry ,
yet i was too tired & i
couldn't hold back those tears .
I didn't cry like a baby, so don't worry ._.
I never cry for matches ,
seriously , i don't .
But perhaps today ,
i really did a bad job for not protecting
that ball .
Thanks to juniors for the comfort.
❤ Loves ;
Everyone been saying that
you are a good guy.
Perhaps you are ,
---
just that i don't take notices.
Prove it to me .
GERALDINE ♥ i'll make sure i will strive harder for the next one.



CURRENT MOOD : FREAKING OUT.

Hey` yo people .
There was NDP ytd at marina bay.
Initially , i was PISSED.
By somethings or another ?

REASON #1

I have no idea why we have been 'identified'
in people's blog :/
When i am such an innocent freak.
I got so damn pissed .
Desperate to know th truth :X
LOL -.-

REASON #2

I got a bad headache
after shouting at the guys
for not lining up in an orderly manner.
So many of them asked me :
" Why you got so worked up ? "
Oh gosh , ask yourself ;
what on earth are you trying to do.
I got so freaking irritated by JAMES.

I looked fierce ytd , i think ?
With all those shoutings, you can imagine eh ?
First time in my whole life ,
jonathan cheered me up by his lame jokes.
He kept doing retarded stuff ,
& those retarded stuffs were rather funny to me ;D
Cheered up a little (:
& went crazy again with dharshini .
That girl was quite pissed too ,
so i managed to cheer her up
by my craps :/
GRAND FINALE .
I pity shermann ]:
We screwed up the whole grand finale.
Oh crap , that's such a sad news.
Oh & i begged nicholas AGAIN
to not change back our seats.
He backed out again apparently :/
So i have to "CRY" to make
him sympathise me :/
Like wth ? My acting sucks.
I cried & turned back laughing .
Then the two pro actors ,
JOSHUA & JONATHAN showed
me how to cry .
& tears really flowed out of their eyes man .
Oh man, great actors .
-claps-
They stared at each other for a while ,
& see who will start crying first -.-
Joshua did it first .
They were really funny eh .
Then germaine & jia sheng got sabo-ed [:
Js wanted to take a video of germaine & i .
So we were like saying,
" 我 好 棒 ! "
Jonathan 好 胖 ! -.-
Then later germaine wanted to view th video ,
so she & jia sheng were looking at it together.
Cao qian , th photgrapher ,
took a video of them while
jonathan made germaine's head & js's head lean against
each other.
LMAO :D
So sweet eh ! (:
Hahahaha xP
I really hate walking to the floating stage.
I can really feel it floating away ;
and at times, it was really scary .
That's becos jonathan starts jumping :X
& crystal & dharshini starts scaring me &
i SCREAMED.
They started asking why am i scared of water .
LOL ,
i am not , i am just scared of the
floating thingy out there.
ROAR -.-
On the way back to th carpark ,
it was freaking funny.
th guys were holding umbrellas & changing
its colour to red.
The olympics thingy :D
Haha , then they changed to blue,
luminous flame.
We know our sciences well (:
Haha xP
We reached westmall only at 11pm .
So didn't go for dinner &
went back home instead [:
We got our costumes alrd.
It sucked ):
We look like roosters or pocupines or wadever.

- - -

Anyway , tournaments up tml .
Feeling excited ?
-Obviously not .
Feeling scared ?
-Obviously.
Freaking out ?
-DUH !
Crystal, germaine & i will only
cry provided if WE WIN.
Tears of joy :D
If we lose ,
erm, there isn't much to cry
unless i really put in alot of effort
& i was so tired that i cried.
Losing is nothing to us.
But we will still try our best .
That's all school motto anyway :D
Alright shall end here ,
i got to mug for physics test tml .
Hallelujah , we get to pon 1hr of class tml .
(:
No english for us (:
But juniors are better off ;
no swimming for them -.-
Haha :D

Sometimes, i really wonder ;
denying doesn't seem to help .
In the end , they will still find out .
It wasn't you who is sensitive ,
it was me .

GERALDINE ♥ is it you ?



Hey peeps , i had a really bad day today.
I am very sorry if i have ever
vented my anger on anyone of you .
Firstly, i was rather angry with wei qun
for putting jonathan's mask in my bag .
I caught him once ,
yet i mistrusted him as
he denied not putting it the second time.
I went home only to find out that
idiot's mask with me.
JONATHAN CHUA.
I got even more agitated when i found out
that the mask's ear broke
& th crumbs of the clay were lying all around in my bag.
And all thanks to ANG WEI QUN ,
i got to wash my bag :/
I got back on him today . I
practically just threw the mask ,
but unfortunately it didn't break.
& he still have th cheek to laugh as if he enjoys it .
Knowing that i hate that guy to th core ,
you still try me .
Oh well , do it again ,
i'll make sure you regret.
-heavymoodswings-
We had PE today ,
it wasn't that fun.
Played basketball with th guys ,
with germaine & a few others.
The day was short ,
however there was still extra classes
for higher chinese.
Sometimes i really regret being in h`chinese.
I don't see a point learning when the
teacher ain't teaching like how he is supposed to :X
Practically & basically,
everyone was slacking.
Yah, how wonderful :D
After school , changed & went for training .
Sorry, SU & SONE for making u to wait.
Today, was the most terrible training i ever had.
Firstly, i somehow hurt my leg/feet
while playing 4 on 4.
It hurts like !!^!@^@!%%$%%
I tried to tolerate with th pain ;
but it got even worse when i got stepped again -.-
Sorry germaine , i know i shouldn't have shouted ;
cant help it )':
Thanks for your understanding.
Somehow & somewhat training turned out to be horrible ,
germaine & crystal ;
relax & keep cool :D
I shall not mention what happen .
But everything seemed to be unpeaceful today .
I guess everyone is freaking out for th west zone match on next monday ;
i am not an exception either ):
Seriously, today's training made me push
myself even further.
All of th sudden ,
i just feel that i have to put in tons of effort
for the monday's match .
I realised that i have been
training really hard ,
yet i don't know what i am training so hard for .
It's quite dumb of me to give up just like tat .
So yup , crystal, germaine &
the team , we will work hard , play hard
& lastly , ENJOY :D
Believe in yourself,
you can do it so ;
just do it .
I seriously need some motivation on that day ,
though i know we will not win .
Winning is not everything ,
to me , enjoying means more.
Ee joo cant make it )':
Oh man ,
i hope to see charmaine again .
I miss herr :D
I got super emotional when i saw her th
other day ♥
& crystal was thinking i am gonna` hug her.
If i could , i would ,
but not in public eh !
If you wish to support us ,
you can actually ,
but we will lose ,that's for sure ?
Crystal & germaine doesn't
want anyone to come.
As for me, i think it's alright if you
are here to support BUT not
jeer at us or whatever crap.
Alright , shall end here
with my new blog song.

ALWAYS BE MY BABY

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine
Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die, no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me

Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby


I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no



You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darlin cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time cant erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darlin cause you'll always be my baby

I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you'll be right back
Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time


You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my,....my baby....

You'll always be apart of me (you will always be)
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on (we will linger on)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
You will always be my baby

Life is starting to turn upside down
& i don't know why.
Since th day i knew about THAT,
i seemed to be living in fear.
Sometimes , it's really the
best not to know anything.
I want to be as innocent as what
i used to 'think' i am .
I know , surely , that's out of th question.
Was i being over sensitive ,
or it's just simply becos
i dun have th courage to admit.
I really don't know how to express myself.
Perhaps, till now ,
you still don't take notice.


GERALDINE {♥} one fine day, you will take notice my change towards you.


89th ENTRY :D

Hey ho` people :]
Okay, i got to use th computer
as ms tay said that she could not open the E-LEARNING
file i sent her ;
neither could i :/
Oh man, i have to use my own computer later ,
bcos i am currently using sis's
& th apparently th file isn't here.
Alright, could not resist my temptation.
Heh :D
So here i am ,
blogging about my school life :]

MONDAY

School reopens (:
Had new geography teacher , mr nagulan .
Ice breaking , pretty fun ;D
He craps alot as i can see.
We find him a good teacher , eh ?
& not those boring shitwaste teachers.
- only 2e1-ers will get this ;) -
Chinese : we had some makin-mask classes ?
Kind of boring & th guy has got a weird chinese ascent :/
After school ,
went to lot 1 with ee joo (:
I went to use th mini toons voucher which the guys gave
as it was expiring :X
Bought puches :D
I have got nothing to buy,
dun blame me :/

TUESDAY

School was okay ,
quite fun ?
With a lot of crappings :/
After school , had training [:
We got our jerseys.
& most importantly,
it isn't red.
We have become yellow bananas :X
To say the truth ,
it looks yucky -.-
The people were saying like
during matches , they could sing this :
" Banana pyjamas ... "
CRAP D:
This is really bad, yea ?
After training ,
hurried back home as
i have to go for tuition .
I have got no life ):

WEDNESDAY

I got scolded by mr quek for
being late for his class :/
But i was kind of wondering ,
i have got a reason :X
Dharshini got me into this )':
Heh joking uh `
It's my responsibility anw (:
I went to see the tcher ,
so mr quek asked me to get him there.
Upon hearing th explanation ,
i was being "released"
LOL :D
Yup, went to do th simple pendulum practical ,
which ain't simple at all :/
Many got scolded for doing wrong stuff.
He wasn't in a good mood , i guess ?
The rest of th day was fun ,
yea as usual ,
crappings made me happy (:
After school ,
didn't go for NDP .
I went to watch boys' match with
teamates (:
We are such kind people :D
They lost in th end ,
was wondering if we were jinx.
We didn't come &
they made it .
We came &
they lost :X
But RV was really good ,
but i thot th guys could do better .
Anw, its alright .
I said that perhaps becos ,
the girls team has never won anything before.
Losing 13 points to us ,
is like nothing :D
Late at night ,
i tired on my jersey .
Aww man ,
it sucks :/
I am sorry to say that .
But i am speaking th truth .
The jersey was freaking biggg ,
yea, decided to ask my grandma to alter it for me.
As for th pants ,
i have asked crystal to help me change it .
Its too big )':

TODAY

School was boring shit !
Except for geography ,
i was screaming like @(*)(@#(*@#
Mr nagulan was on MC today i think ,
anw , a TA came :D
So we are free to do our own stuff .
Yup, hong jie, jia sheng, ee joo , min su
& i were busy chatting away .
I am in trouble ,
and all thanks to hong jie :/
I didn't intend to tell them okay ,
you idiotttttt ,
now what am i supposed to do ?!?!!?!?
Okay whatever :X
Hong jie & jia sheng are officially gays.
We were being disgusted by their huggings and such .
Ewwww , one word : SICK.
Oh & the chi mask thingy workshop !
We have finally completed painting those masks .
As usual , th great artist of 2e1 :
-drumrolls-
GERMAINE CHEONG !
Have done a great job ,
her mask is absoultely th one which fetches high price -.-
LOL :D
Haha, i was merely joking.
Ee joo's one was fantastic ,
so were the few others.
Anyway, after school ,
we went to play bball with 2e1-ers.
Ee joo & i were th only girls.
We played for a while
before going off
as eejoo has choir :)
CONVERSATION when eejoo said she joined choir.

EE JOO : I am going for choir audition .
XUN YI : What ?! Serious ? You join chior ?!
DARREN : -stare blank- & asked th same thing.

Haha , it was super funny .
Alright, i shall post some pics now .
There's training tml &&&
NDP costume sucks totally :/
We aren't clowns ! )':



The memories which were kept ;D

My favourite (:

Germaine with her "tattoo"

Our tattoos ! :)

The buky umbrellas :X

She has got a fair body.

Emphasising how slim it is :D

My 14th birthday gifts.

I received most of them only when school reopens.

Thanks people (:

Labixiaoxin + doggy :D

Thanks for this , i love it .

Min su 's gift :)

Swee joo's card , i showed it before -.-

My sis gave me this , i believe u saw it before ?

Went to mini toons & bough these.

Germaine gave me these from taiwan :D I love th stapler (:

Siva gave me a box of chocs + souverniers from her trip .

This is cool , i love it :D

Min su's photoframe ; its ultimate cute okay ! Thanks :D

Alright, thats all i have.
I have got to go for tuition later )':
NOLIFENOLIFENOLIFE .
Shall end here :]

GERALDINE ♥ i do ponder at times , but did you ?

Somewhere, something incredible
is waiting to be known.

88th ENTRY :D


`Hello people (:
Currently feeling very tired )':
REASON = NDP .
Oh well , NDP was held at marina bay today !
I somehow have feelings for that place ,
i don't know why ;
but just love that floating stage :D
Though , you know ,
it's kind of scaryy :/
Once again , i was late for NDP (:
I am never early :X
Sorry germaine ,
made you wait for me again .
Bus ride was F-U-N !
I thought it was gonna` be boring
as i forgot to bring my ipod :/
But in the end ,
i found something interesting my bag !
TATOOS ♥
Germaine & i was like fooling around
with the tatoos :D
We put tatoos on our neck & hand as well .
CHILDISH freaks (:
We kept laughing away ,
cos th stupid water wet my seats ,
therefore wetting my pants :X
In th end ,
germaine got a butterfly on her neck ,
& i got a 3rd eye on my neck (:
Heh :D
Then loads of people ask what's wrong with yr neck ,

Germaine : The butterfly refuse to fly away .
Geraldine : I have got a third eye (:

Then i start laughing away ._.
The tatoo is ultra perfect okay :D
Today the bus alighted us like
so far away from th parade ,
we ended up crossing roads
in order to get to th carpark :/
Old Chang Kee & soya bean was sponserors ;
so they sponsered us with
soya milk , curry puffs & fishballs .
Germaine & i kept drinking soya milk ,
& i ate fishballs :D
After that , walked to th parade
to have our rehearsals !
Guess what many people asked me today ;
" Why have you become so tanned ? "
" Your pony tail is so short , you cut your hair ? "
I am even tan-ner than germaine .
Ohmygod , how can it be ?
But we asked people for opinions ,
yes the fact is , i am ._.
Had a few rehearsings &
we walked back to the carpark to have
our dinner ;
when its only 4.30pm -.-
Had some disgusting burger for dinner.
Didn't finish eating it ,
so threw it away :X
Then drank soya milk again -.-
After dinner ,
walked back to parade at 6pm .
We did the final rehearsing +
with other schools .
Then , finally , the grand finale .
Practically , we were rotting ._.
We formed a star
& we started chatting away .
I sat so close to jonathan ,
all thanks to shermann who changed my place -.-
Then i begged nicholas to change place with me ,
i forced my way through actually .
I desperately don't wish to sit near that
idiotttt :X
Changed once more
to stand beside js -.-
Then we started chatting .
I got kind of irritated as
jonatahn was pissing me off
with his sickening words
which almost made me puked.
Ask ee joo if you are interested to know ,
no way am i going to blog it here :/
Chatted with js & ee joo :D
Ee joo , relax - - -
Jia sheng totally made me laugh like duno wad crap .
Then james rly believe it -.-
Come one luh , we are just friends xD

js : Yea, geraldine is my gf ; right ?
me : Yah RIGHT.
james : Really uh .

Than james went on & on asking ,
seemed like he really believe yea ?
LOL .
Then i was kind of busy chatting ,
i chatted with js & ee joo ,
turned , chatted with germaine & joshua th group .
Laugh laugh & kept laughing .
Joshua thot i like jeremy who
was from my former school ,
cos germaine kept saying jeremy jeremy jeremy.
I don't know who is jeremy .
Oh` apparently , she was referring to my bro ?
O.O
LMAO .
I was faking all th while.
I kept changing th person whom i like -.-
Heh , why don't u all choose for me then .
I cant think of any more nice names xP
We chatted / laughed / fooled around for
like almost 2hrs.
Oh & i must say smth ,
th stupid umbrella is super not
user-friendly okay !
It opens up so easily
& all of us were messed up with colours.
Basically , we just pressed wadeva colours -.-
So the last rehearsing was terrible xP
Haha (:
Oh & when we were chatting ,
th photographer who like eswara very much
came to approach him again .
He took many shots of eswara (:
Then he requested if we, as a class ,
could shout together :
" SEE YOU AGAIN IN NDP'09 ! "
So in the end ,
the unwilling joshua got carried by
nicholas & james &
it was like super hilarious &
the photgraphers took pictures again
& videoed it down xD
We did it in the end (:
Are we gonna be on tv o.o
-excited-
LOL , as if xP
Went up on the bus at 9.45 pm
& receieved MIN SU'S MSG !
SHE IS BACK FROM KOREA !
♥♥♥
Woohoo ! Haha , misses ;
Reahced macdonald at around 10.40pm .
Ate macdonald & met up with
crystal & cheryl .
We chit chatted for a while
& got to th bus stop
as my dad was gonna` fetch me home .
Yup, that's all that happened today [:
Oh & js was super lame in his blog .

" Hai.... blogging because of Geraldine...
I went to tag on her tagboard " when u post i shall post .
good idea g ? "
And what the heck la .
I tagged at 10.41pm AND
she finished blogging at 10.41 also ...
like what the heck ? So late liao still blog...
I thought you weren't going to blog liao but YOU DID .
You qi pian of my gan qing ok Geraldine!
So sway if oni I went to her blog 1min after
she blogged i wouldn't have said that . "

- - -

"Life is boring ,that explains why i always said sian. "
Seriously,it sounds cool . Thanks Geraldine for the phrase.

Haha , at least he didn't break his promise.
That was so suay of him ._.
I gave him this phrase ,
that was becos everything to him is SIAN.
But that was just random ,
yet he said it sounds cool .
Alright , i am going to upload photos now !
This is my last entry for th week ,
i will only blog on saturday .
School reopens = self banned permanently (:

Pictures speak a thousand words [:





Germaineeeee + DORA = TWINS ! :D




Hey you rock (:




Hello :D




Yo pig , food is love ._.




Sleeping time :D -yawns-




LOEVLYYYY (: I love this picture.




My motivation [:




I love my name.




UNGLAM crystal ! ]:




Blurdo germaine xP




I love this place , can say that ?




Can tell i love my name uh ? x)




My besties ♥♥♥


Oh man , i look dead tanned.

SPASTIC is th love :D

I love them :)

Germaine's favourite drink :D

Oh chinese ]:

D:

CHIM CHIM CHIM ):

I did this out of boredom xP

My love ;

While reading & listening to my ipod th same time .

Hey my wallet (:




I love my wallet -.-




B`day card from swee joo !




I love her handwriting :D




:)




I love th design :D Thanks girl ! ♥


- - -

Ohokay, that's all (:
It's a super duber uber longgg post .
You better better read it thoroughly ,
or you will get it from me xP
LOL. Joking (:
Look at the time now ,
NDP was tiring &
i can't believe i can last till now .
How wonderful ,
its 2+am now ,
i took so much time uploading those photos.
Okays, shall turn in for the night .


p.s : Jiasheng , i blogged at 2am too ,
10pm is way too normal for me (:


GERALDINE ♥ YOU! stop staring at these words. You know i am toking to u .