back to the normal times ;


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Okay, the kind soul is back .
I have been a great girl these few days.
Mugging all the way (:
All of the sudden, i love geography.
Or perhaps it was mr nagulan
who made me love it [:
Well , school started off with chinese.
It was horribly boring.
I slept at one corner,
everyone thot i was having moodswing again.
Well , i was rly tired.
Been having like 5hrs of sleep recently.
Busying with NDP, school work, tuitions
& blah blah blah xP
Fu lao shi ignored me ._.
So in the end, slept for the whole period.
P.E was kinda fun.
Except dharshini the BODOH ,
who kept calling me a BODOH ,
when she herself is one xP
Hockey was kind of fun ,
when eejoo , min su & i teamed up
& started playing xP
Si ying & Christina & that BODOH
was kind of funny too (:
Sweat a lot, but had fun.
I love P.E :D
LIT TEST was kind of okay,
i wrote a lot, the whole page flooded with words.
I cant believe i crapped so much too :X
Math was boring once again.
We were given a postcard
& pinkun & i started scribbling & drawing faces,
editing the photo,
it was even better than photoshop ( i swear xP )
Then we showed off our wonderful masterpiece
& chhun hay started laughing like mad.
LOL :D
School ended early (:
Went to play basketaball
after mugging for less than 1hr with crys in the library
while waiting for eejoo's oral to end.
Su came (:
She lost her voice , like OHMYGOSHHHH.
My poor junior ! )':

GET WELL SOON SU ♥

Okay, hope she gets back her voice like
tml or smth (:
In the end, we stood at the staircase & chitchatted.
Finally, deceided to go to the court.
Then continue to chat ._.
Then i felt so bored, so ask eejoo & melissa
to play with me.
Did some shootings & i feel as though
i have yet to touch the ball for quite some time.
I even air-balled a few times T.T
Perhaps cos i was a lil moody.
I didnt intend to play bball at first,
but cos was a lil moody,
so decided to vent my anger on the poor ball ?
LOL.
Umm, left the court at around 5.45pm ?
Headed home & slacked around
before going GM's house for dinner [:
Alright, i think i shall end here.
I shall post pics tml,
eejoo's blog got loads.
So i shall do the koping tml ,
i am not suppose to be using the com here,
aaahh, addiction :X
Anw, was super pissed off with my com
for ahnging a number of times .
Argh ! I hate it when
i need to relog in & stuff :X
I did it a total of 5 times.
I want a laptop now.
I am starting to hate you,
idiot computer.
LOL , shall go now,
bye people (:


{♥} GERALDINE i told myself that i could do it, but in the end, i still failed to do so.

I am hating life again, once again.
I just dun get why is my life flooded with problems.
After one solves, the other just occured.
Yah, maybe its becos of my randomness.
I cant stand it :X
ARGH.

- - -

After school, went home right away.
Then went to beautyworld with sis to
have lunch.
Then went to bookshop again to buy
more notebooks ._.
Ytd, went with crystal to buy stuff,
& i went again today.
Physics tuition ytd was kind of chim.
My mind was flooded with those equation & such.
Crystal got rly confused too.
& today, mr quek taught abt the
samr things again.
Argh, but kind of have a better understanding.
I have no mood to continue abt my day,
cos it really

S-U-C-K ):

GERALDINE {♥} i am lost.


I am back again ,
please ignore yesterday's entry.
Post it due to randomness :X
Okay, i think i shall start writing my essays again
since i have only got a few pathetic pic
to post later :D
Yesterday's field trip was horrible.
I didnt learn anything from it except
smth which aint related to geog at all .
I guess my mind
was being drifted away by some matters.
Stare at those lettuce,
not rly interested anyway.
I realised i been there before .
Grandma brought me there,
i have been to many "farms"
like these when i was young.
I dun like the weather there.
The lettuce juice or smth ,
i didnt bother to try it again .
I only know it taste like !@&*!(()!@_@!
So just gave it to jonathan ._.
& apparently i lied that i drank it ,
like obviously i didnt since
the cap wasnt even open ._.
Rotted for less than an hour,
the video took up much of our time alrd.
Dead boring, didnt enjoy the
trip a single bit .
So in conclusion, it still suck x__x
Went home with min su & ee joo ,
we went to the club house,
had girl's talk ._.

TODAY.

First period,
mother tongue reading.
I stared at the newspapers blankly.
For like 15 minutes,
i didn't flip a single page.
There were no tchers to watch us.
But 2e1 was rather quiet .
-surprisingly-
Math - Ms tay went for a course.
We were given a SA1 2005(?) paper to do.
I did it like so seriously :X
Cos was in a mood to do work.
PE - Before that went to do a survey.
I didn't go for PE ,
told mr lee that i was having fever.
But i was emotionally not feeling well ,
have flu & stuff anyway since the weather was cold.
My temperature was slightly higher too :/
Mr trevor's last day in school )':
As though i really know him,
but can tell that he is ` gonna be a great tcher (:
Things got better after recess :D
H.CHINESE : Went for some stupid talk again
in AVT ,
i regretted going ._.
Had training today,
like finally ?
But i couldnt concentrate.
Coach kept scolding me )':
We performed so badly today.
Asked to do jumpshots &
i did layups ._.
We did fastbreak today.
& coach totally looked angry,
so in the end, training just
ended so abruptly &
all of us were kind of shocked.
After that did shootings & stuff on
our own before we left.
I was a kind soul today,
juniors must thank me for being
so open with them [:
Went back home ,
slacked around &
went over to grand's place for dinner.
Can u believe fell asleep while wathcing tv ._.
Thats shows how tired i was x__x
Went back hom took a bathe,
felt so much more energetic & fresh.
So here am i changing the skin & stuff (:
Alright , dun feel like blogging alrd.
I am off .
But before that , i shall
post a few pics during ENS2 class :D

DRAWN BY ME :D

WRITTEN BY ME :D

DRAWN BY MIN SU ( artistic xP )

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GERALDINE {♥} if i can, i could, i would :D

WHAT HURTS THE MOST


I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do
Ooohhh....

- - -

School sucks,
life sucks ,
field trip sucks ,
I SUCK.
& i totally,
ultimately,
truthfully
HATE LIFE.


I cried in my heart,
i cried on the outside.
I felt hurt on the inside,
yet i cant do anything.
I felt useless , really useless .


GERALDINE {♥} this hurts the most.



smiling is infectious :)


101th ENTRY :D

Hey `yo people :]
I changed back to th old skin once again ]:
Some problems occured &
when viewed using XP ,
it looks weird & totally different ):
Sorry germaine , your
hard work went down the drain .
Well well well well well (crys & germ style xP)
shall post many pics today ,
but of cos not as many eejoo xP
She "spammed" her blog with
loads of photos ,
roughly hundreds eh ? o.O
Anyway,
had been playing basketball for like
almost th entire week ._.
Addicted you can say ?
The trios + juniors = basketball ♥
Except that Su didn't join us today.
She was absent from school )':

MY BELOVED JUNIOR , GET WELL SOON ♥♥

Heh :D
I know you have got such a nice
senior here xP
-crystal is jealous , so is soneeee-
Hahas :D
I shouldn't have asked her to join
us ytd for basketball .
She was alrd down with a flu ):
Sorry , but still get well soon ♥
We called her this afternoon
& germaine, crystal & i
were snatching over th phone .
All of us were eager to tok to her :D
After she heard our voices ,
her fever was gone ! (:
I hope so xP
Alright, let the pictures
do the talking now.
What have i been doing for the week :


I am camera shy :D

RETARDED ME ._.

IDk when ee joo caught me doing that ._.

LOL ._.

Staring into space. ( look at minsu ._. )

Laughing at her ><

Camera shy again x)

Trying on some weird hat .

CAMERA SHY uhhhh.

Teehee :D

HEHE xP

MIN SU ♥

I am hardworking yea :D

So is min su xP (super glam of her)

Me with my eyes wide open ._.

Haha xP

Si ying & i ! :)

Reena & i :)

Being molested by dharshini :D

Being caught by ee joo again .

& again .

& again !

Crystal & i :D

S.O.S su or sone ?

Germaine & i :D

S.O.S su or sone ? :D

BASKETBALL TEAM is th LOVE ♥

♥♥♥

The trios :D ♥

Crystal & I :D

FAVED ♥♥♥ SU , germ & crys & i :D

♥

PANDA :D

We had katsudon for lunch tat day ._.

LOVE .

TEEHEE.

This is funny. LMAO.

Su,geraldine,crystal&germaine ♥

S=SU :D

G= GERALDINE !

Su & i did the above :D
I wrote a S for her ,
& she wrote a G for me ♥
Yah she is my beloved junior,
so wad ya expect :D
School life have been boring.
I rarely laugh these days,
oh mayb i did.
Usually during geog. classes ,
mr nagulan was rly funny :D
Other than that ,
lessons as per normal .
I have decided to call weiqun,
sister pinkun.
That's wad he allows me to .
Haha, but i think sister maria sounds nicer xP
Alright, shall end here.
There's NDP tml,
& before that i have to go for tuition ]:
Life really sucks.
Bye people.


GERALDINE ♥ i wana be stubborn forever :D

Hello people :D
Finally had th time to change skin.
Okay credits to germaine [:
Well, i am off :D


GERALDINE ♥


100TH ENTRY :D

Hey`yo peopleeeeeeeeeee :D
Finally have the mood to post [:
My apologies for MIA-ING.
I am random , so please pardon me ._.
I shall post some pictures today.
Credits to GERMAINE & EE JOO :D
Yup, as usual, NDP preview ytd.
Oh man, it's sill horrible .
Lightings & such were not in order ):
But i enjoyed the grand finale :D
The fireworks & stuff ,
for th first time ,
i really felt like a singaporean ._.
We rotted for like hours,
putting makeups , costumes etc etc.
Its plain boring.
The makeup was kind of weird ,
but on the other hand,
making us look " better " ._.
Pictures speak a thousand words :)

GERMAINE & I :D (before)

(after) :D

NDP !

I AM CAMERA SHY :D

WE :D 2e1 is th` ultimate lovee :D

- - -

There are a lot more photos to be
uploaded , but unfortunately ,
i cant, provided i use my sis's laptop.
Ytd, took photos with
BELOVED SU :D
& of cos bball team :D
Except that charie & yong yan ain't included.
D:
But it turned out to be pretty nice (:
I swear i love them loads ♥
I took neos with germaine & en
the other day :D
& also min su & ee joo on the other day ._.

xP

:)


- - -

The neos which i took with minsu & eejoo
cant be uploaded too ;
shall wait for ee joo to update on her blog xP
Alright , today is another typical weekend.
I am just gonna` rot & study ._.
Min su is coming over later !
We are gonna` study together for physics :D
I am studying with physics goddess !
Hahaha xp
She is th` physics pro (:
There's the last match for bball tml.
Strictly speaking ,
i am feeling as though competition is over.
& i am feeling as though there is no hope
for us to win ,
though mates said that there is a possibility.
Well , its up to the team's performance,
i hope we can make it.
Anyway, we don't train for nth .
I hope , really really hope,
EVERYONE WILL BE ON FORM TML .
Please let us be happy, for once.
Alright , i shall end here :D


TAGS` REPLY (:

su : Haha sureee. I will link u as : MY BELOVED JUNIOR :D
js : I dun have the mood.
pr.dumpling : Haha, i am still guilty anw. I dun wan things to happen .
js : you too ? o.o
en : No i am not as strong as u think . Haix ._.
CRYSTAL : D : LOL ! Yea su and sone :D
Yimin : Oh hello :D
jojo : Err , i know my eyeballs are big , but not to that extent rit x__x
Darren : Oh okay, hi ?
pr.dumpling : Really ? Congrats then . Will check it out later x)
js : Okay, i updated. Happy ? ._. U also update uh. Zzz
en : LOL.





GERALDINE ♥ smths are not meant to be said, bcos i dun wan to hurt u.