Yesterday :

Well , ytd had a faculty meeting.
I knew that i wasn't one of the top 10 already.
It was kind of obvious to me
when 2e1 took away 7 out of 10 seats .

Congrats to : MIN SU ♥ for coming in 1st :D
CHHUN HAY for coming in 2nd :D
CHRISTINA ♥ for coming in 4th :D
CAO QIAN for coming in 5th :D
XUE TING ♥ for coming in 6th or 7th :D
SIVA ♥ for coming in 10th :D
Oh & + 1 more dylan .
But the positions were kind of messy ,
so couldn't rmb .
SORRY ):
Girls rock more as you can see.
Kind of disappointed when i found out that i wasn't even in the top 15th.
Then after faculty meeting ,
went to ask mdm kitha for results .
Then it was said that i got 12th in level .
Still couldn't cheer up as it didn't meet my target .
Couldn't control my tears )':
Thanks to XUE TING & MIN SU ,
the 2 important ones ♥♥
Thanks for your consoles , XUE TING !
Thanks for your hug , MIN SU !
Thanks for the tissues , REENA & SIU YI !
Thanks for the consoles too , CRYSTAL + RANJETHA + KABILA +
CHERYL right !
& last but not least ,
i am thanking them for the 1st time -.-
Jonathan & wei qun ;D
Haha first time seeing them so serious ;)
Thanks baby pig & sister -.-
Wei qun is my sister for goodness sake .
He is unisex in another words.
B`cos he is siva's brother & yet my sister :X
Hope i didn't miss anyone out , yea xP
I have gotten over with my results
& i have planned to WORKED EXTREMELY HARD
during the holidays .
I swear , i will .
It shall be my will to get into the top 10 at end of year .
I will make sure my science will never pull me down again.
I got back this feeling again.
The fighting spirit when i first came to BBSS.
I promised that i will not lose to science
not like what i did in my PSLE -.-
Yup, promises should be kept.
So i am going to strive harder , to reach my goal !

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TODAY :

Foul mood .
Stuck .
Depression .
The followings are my wishes for today :
Feel like killing someone .
Feel like shouting out loud .
Feel like screaming right into your face .
My life is simply full of excitement.
Everyday, something "pleasant" will always seemed to happen.
Anyway, went to LAN today.
My 1st time, mayb my last too ?
Didn't play of cos.
Just went to see.
But played arcade games,
it was fun.
Haha crystal & cheryl super pro xP
I kept coming in last.
But the game super cute uh :D
That's the only happy thing i did today
except for training.
I had enough of life,
please help me end it.
I will be super happy.
Shall end here.
NDP is on tml :/
I don't feel like going.
LASTLY :

BON VOYAGE TO GERMAINE ♥♥
But some people are simply selfish.
Yes, human's nature.
SELFISH.
But i couln't stand the fact that
you are putting words in another people's mouth.
Ignorance , liar is what u called us.
But have u ever thought who were the ones
who made u happy initially.
& did you ever return back what the person had once given you ?
HAPPINESS.
NO, all u did was to cry .
When she was sad, where on earth are you.
When u are sad, u expect us to cheer u up,
but when its the other way round ,
do you even spare a thought for us ?
You didn't ,
when i saw u sitting there ,
reading your comics & listening to yr earphones ;
i felt like crying even more.
You call that friends ?!
If i were to do that to you ,
you will start saying about people ignoring you.
Get this fact right ,
i wasn't in a mood to speak ytd ,
i never vent my anger on you ,
you should count yrself lucky.
Crying will never solve a problem ;
but only make the problem worse.
But if you choose to walk this path of road ,
i have no comment.
Please don't ever accuse me of asking you to follow
wherever i go ,
becos i never said this before.
Get things right before you start accusing.